you are just like me.

hmm i'm not dead. although a part of me is.

thursday night i spent with kristin and whitney. amazing night. we stayed up too late, talking, drinking, sitting by the window. weird. and the next day we all got hit by a bus! and i discovered coconut water!! VIVA COCO!!!

i went out friday night and i shouldn't have. i had a super awful migraine all day. but a lot of people were going to be out so i forced myself. HELLLLO. bad idea. i went out, someone got me a drink and i had maybe two sips before i put it down and got the f outta there. and...dundundun i was so delirious on the ride home i left my little baby black berry behind in the cab. never to be seen again. =(

ahhh my foot is asleep. fuck i hate this.

anyway i've been going through withdrawals from not having my phone. usually i love when things like this happen. no one can get in touch with me. but now its not so fun. i have to call the cab company's lost and found tomorrow because apparently they aren't open on weekends. so i'm keeping my fingers crossed. i think i used all my good luck last time i lost my wallet and someone returned it. oh well. we'll see.

the best mixtape

i'm bored, so here are some pics

brewski is the cutest

dogs!!!

Sammy is VERY bold.

twins? or mother and daughter?

watersliiiide

i love my pepere!

kitttttens

steve got a new kitty!!! apparently she has no name yet, the poor thing. but she is soo soo cute.

living life gets hard to do.

needless to say, we spent most of saturday (and by most of i meant 90% of) on the couch. i made the decision to stay in because i couldn't possible go out and drink. so katie and i went out, got upper crust (note to self: we need to move somewhere that they deliver to), rented two movies, got ice cream, came home and planted ourselves back on the couch. so after eating dinner and sitting around for awhile we change our minds, get ready in 20 min, and head to the bar to meet Jack ;) it was really weird being sober out on a saturday night when every one else around you is so wasted. we were looking around and realizing we were those girls the night before. haha. so we tried to go home early, we waited for the T only to find out we had already missed the last one for the night, so we cabbed it home. the T guy was so nice though kept apologizing and wanted to make sure we made it home ok. we came back home and finished out movies, passed out on the couch. not til 8:30am though.

sunday was boring, katie left me. i went to julia's for dindin. it was uneventful, nice to see her though. i came home ready to jump out of my skin because i was so bored and just wanted to go out. no one was really around though, oh well.

i slept in today, at the time it feels so right, but in retrospect, it sucks. work was good though, so boring for awhile, then i kinda just did what i do. four more days til i'm on my own. ill probably be eaten alive. i want to move so bad, but its weird because i really don't. and by move i mean in sept to a new apt still in boston. the BIG move doesn't come til nexxxxt sept. only because of katie though. so ya i don't feel like moving because i like this apartment, its big, affordable, my room is a pretty color, sammy likes it. but katie wants to have hannah here, and i would like somewhere more centrally located, maybe newer. we'll see.

i forgot how hard lent was. i hate making sacrifices, but i guess it does give you a good feeling. i didn't really get that much done today, but i had a good feeling on the way home. i would say i mostly dislike work, but its mostly because its new and not comfortable and i need to get used to it and feel more confident. i fixed my tax forms today which i've been meaning to do, pat on the back kate. and sometimes i just laugh to myself as i sit in my car because my life has become so methodical, and i never thought it would. i wake up late, play on the comp, sometimes talk to a cute boy while he works, sometimes go to the gym, mostly waste time, then go to work, come home and hang out go to bed and do it all again. guess i'll have to work on spicing it up. apparently i'm too into the people around me, and i should be more into myself. or so i am told. i'll have to become more self-involved. whatever.

i wish i painted. i always think about how this would clear my head and how fascinating it would be, and how awesome my paintings would be. the reality of that is i suck at anything creative. and it doesn't even relax me, it makes me so frustrated because i am so bad at it. maybe in my next life.

don't wait up

so we went out for christine's 21st on friday. i had more fun than i have had in the longest time. i honestly do not remember the last time i had fun like that.

we attended a drag show which kind of weirded me out, but katie convinced me it would be fun. i went with it, we kept it a surprise from chris. good plan. people came over before, we had jello shots and cake then off we went. so we get dropped off by the cab in what i would call an alley. we walk in, dressed to party, and it is the biggest dive bar. there are like pool tables and sketch people all around. so we are seated order drinks and take it all in. so as we kept drinking and the show started things got better. i have honestly never seen anything like that in my whole entire life. they pulled chris up on stage, felt her boobs, let the gay boy feel her boobs. they all did a few numbers, sang crazy songs about drag queen things, did little dances. if i wasn't drunk i'd probably have been totally freaked out. one of them i swear was a woman. she had a sicker body than me, and such a pretty face. creepy to say the least. anyway we laughed so much. it was fun.
after the show we went to the liquor store because it was within walking distance and its fun to go to for birthdays. again, we had so much fun. besides having the tendency to watch over my sister. katie and i were probably more wasted than christine. and we didn't care. we knew there were no boys there worth talking to sooo we just hit the dance floor. we pretty much danced as we do around our apartment when no ones around, we didn't care. and the odd thing was so many boys would come up to us, and try and dance with us and we would just giggle and run away. then i'd go find my sister and tell her not to talk to strangers. we made christine ride the bull, which i think i video taped. A for effort cuz. it goes without saying that katie rode it as well, but at least this time she was not in an ugly bikini. we all made it home safe and as far as i know zofia and brigette made it to work the next day. here are some pics, the order is backwards. i've never taken so many pictures in one night, so this is only some. all of them are on my flickr


i discovered pockets in the dress!!

christine in the cab home:

hahahaha

we are as drunk as we look

queeeens!

sweet kankles :)

she is getting tested for HIV

hahahahahahaha

WE REALLY ARE SISTERS!!