you say you had a bad feeling?

so i finally finally have my computer back, i thought i was gone and lost for ever without it. i have to start getting ready for work which is a total drag, however i just called out on friday because tatiana was coming up, and i would do just about anything to be next to her. its weird, we haven't lived together for a year now. she doesn't know the stupid little things i do anymore. oh well.





i had the craziest dream last night that i had to drive down this street when i was stoned and there were like flashing lights every where, kinda like vegas anyway i finally arrived at my house i guess it was and my parents were having a huge cookout and i kept sneaking away to smoke and apparently sean and all his fla friends were there too but acting weird. anyway at the end my mom drove me to seans and he was wicked stoned and she made him drive me home. haha i guess that's the only way ill get to talk to that kid these days.


i miss whitney tons, i haven't really talked to her lately except one drunken phone call. also, in my dream last night she randomly showed up, but i don't think she lived far away in my dream. ahh my hearttt whit.

throwbaccckkk--love ya and miss ya girlfriendd.

and just a side note: i think its fine if you grow out of people, its understandable, and its normal and it happens...a change of heart happens. but don't leave the window half open or even cracked for the person to still think theres any communication or chance. shut the fucking window already.