In the dark of the night I can hear you calling my name

i think i did something stupid.
well i know it was stupid but at the time it was a good idea and i mean, looking back it was still a good idea, just maybe not the best idea. it was selfish and i dont know how to feel or what to think.

i miss you.

DSASDN. bye

you say you had a bad feeling?

so i finally finally have my computer back, i thought i was gone and lost for ever without it. i have to start getting ready for work which is a total drag, however i just called out on friday because tatiana was coming up, and i would do just about anything to be next to her. its weird, we haven't lived together for a year now. she doesn't know the stupid little things i do anymore. oh well.





i had the craziest dream last night that i had to drive down this street when i was stoned and there were like flashing lights every where, kinda like vegas anyway i finally arrived at my house i guess it was and my parents were having a huge cookout and i kept sneaking away to smoke and apparently sean and all his fla friends were there too but acting weird. anyway at the end my mom drove me to seans and he was wicked stoned and she made him drive me home. haha i guess that's the only way ill get to talk to that kid these days.


i miss whitney tons, i haven't really talked to her lately except one drunken phone call. also, in my dream last night she randomly showed up, but i don't think she lived far away in my dream. ahh my hearttt whit.

throwbaccckkk--love ya and miss ya girlfriendd.

and just a side note: i think its fine if you grow out of people, its understandable, and its normal and it happens...a change of heart happens. but don't leave the window half open or even cracked for the person to still think theres any communication or chance. shut the fucking window already.

i haven't had a computer since before vegas =(

i have soo much to post about, but i guess work is not the place to blog. but i will say a few things:

i am sooo excited whita started her own blog
even though my heart misses her
vegas was amazing
florida was amazing
boston, mediocre at best right now

more to come =)

Its whits birthday. I love las vegassssssss

you are just like me.

hmm i'm not dead. although a part of me is.

thursday night i spent with kristin and whitney. amazing night. we stayed up too late, talking, drinking, sitting by the window. weird. and the next day we all got hit by a bus! and i discovered coconut water!! VIVA COCO!!!

i went out friday night and i shouldn't have. i had a super awful migraine all day. but a lot of people were going to be out so i forced myself. HELLLLO. bad idea. i went out, someone got me a drink and i had maybe two sips before i put it down and got the f outta there. and...dundundun i was so delirious on the ride home i left my little baby black berry behind in the cab. never to be seen again. =(

ahhh my foot is asleep. fuck i hate this.

anyway i've been going through withdrawals from not having my phone. usually i love when things like this happen. no one can get in touch with me. but now its not so fun. i have to call the cab company's lost and found tomorrow because apparently they aren't open on weekends. so i'm keeping my fingers crossed. i think i used all my good luck last time i lost my wallet and someone returned it. oh well. we'll see.

the best mixtape

i'm bored, so here are some pics

brewski is the cutest

dogs!!!

Sammy is VERY bold.

twins? or mother and daughter?

watersliiiide

i love my pepere!