saturday had the strangest series of events.

so after being the weirdest girls all day saturday, it was finally time for Kath and I to come back and reboot for a new night. so to get home we had to take the T. sounds harmless. Well, Friday night before going out, we thought we were soo smart for packing pajamas, only we weren't that smart because we didn't bring shoes to wear with our pajamas. so getting home the next day, kath was just like i'll but my pants back on and wear my heels home, me on the other hand didn't wear pants out and my tights were completely shredded so i had no choice but to wear sweatpants and high heel boots on the T home. absolutely ridiculous. if i only could have read people's minds, because i was getting some looks. we were so cracked out.

so we finally showered, changed and got ready to go out again. we did a little finagling before leaving and got our own fix. called and cab and were on our way.

so i thought id start some harmless small talk with the cab driver which lead to him telling us about he is on match.com and all the women he met so far. first of all this guy was like 38, mexican and from texas. so he tells us about peggy, who is from florida and when he saw her pic, she was about 335 pounds, she was deleted. then he tells us he found a sixteen year old that sent a naked pic of herself with belts all around her body. i asked if he deleted her because its illegal but he said he liked her pic too much. ok. so that was that we scooted out as fast as we could. and he promised he'd be waiting to pick us up later. i'm wishing now he didn't know where i lived.

so we get to the bar and all the lights were on and it was the most random mix of people. we met up with kath's boyfriend and his friends. one of them had a limo for a reason i still do not know so we all jumped in there to drive around. worst idea. i had to pee so bad i truly thought i might die. i couldn't even talk, i couldn't even think. it sucked. finally we stopped in a parking lot to pee. of alllll the places in this little city of mine the driver thinks its okay to let us pee in a parking lot. ughh whatever. then we finally get to our destination. another dive.

they had every flavor Smirnoff vodka. it was unusual.

so honestly, to my best friend kath... CAATTHHHH. i am so happy for you. even if your boyfriend is weird. haha and thinks I'm a porn star. because you are happy, i am happy. i think that he is entertaining and moreover, i feel he would never do anything to hurt you.

you two are maniacs and I'm sorry he opened up his world of porn to me. haha

after the bar we got back into the limo because getting a cab at that time is absolutely hopeless. we went to one of the boy's places in Southie. the boy that everytime i looked towards him he was staring at me. no big deal. anyway i decided to give myself a tour and peaked into a bedroom with the door closed. always a bad idea. i quickly closed it in case someone was actually in there sleeping and/or getting some. later in the night i opened my mouth about something in the apartment and asked who's it was. apparently this boy's roommate had just killed himself in his bedroom (the room i peaked in) just last wednesday. so pretty faded from the night, kath and i immediately start asking a million questions.

*i don't know how i feel about the suicide situation. it creeps me out to think someone could truly decide on such a final act. on one hand, i feel that some people really are so deeply unhappy and troubled that if they wish to take their own life, no one can stop them. they will eventually do it. buttt, i think it also is a very selfish act. and i know the person doesn't know how the loss will affect those around them, but it makes people feel naked and confused. in this situation the kid told me he thinks the kid has only been like upset for the past two weeks or so, i do not believe someone decides suicide is for them in only two weeks. also now this boy has to live in the apartment with all those memories and feelings. he is now probably going to look for a new place. but he was just so confused about his emotions because he was sad, but he was so mad that his friend did this to them, left to find him in his room. it really brings a surge of emotions and you do not know how to feel about anything.

so after that whole situation, we decided it was time to go home. we arrived on my front porch to find three boys at the door telling me that i didn't live here. they told us we were too fucked up and didn't realize we were at the wrong house. i don't even think i was being a bitch, i think i went along with it. finally after five minutes i didn't think it was funny anymore and i just took my key, opened the door and went upstairs.

we got in at almost 4 and watched Best Week Ever. the fucking 18+ kids wedding special show was featured on it. i was beyond thrilled. i almost fell off the couch laughing.

Kath had to wake up at 8:30 for work this am, better than 6:30 i guess. i wasn't sure for awhile there if she was going to make it, but calling out is for losers who can't hold their own. she made it after getting lost on the way to the highway and ending up in cambridge. oops haha. move here and you wont have to leave anymore.

what a whirlwind of a weekend.