leaving you

so as some of you may have noticed, i am again off facebook. no reason really. just felt like it. and sap just got rid of his for the second time and kind of talked me into it. so far so good. i don't really miss it. the first day i was off i went to log in probably three times and once got into the log-in page i realized it was gone. but i've found other things to do with my time. like speed date. haha not yet.


this weekend was valentines. OHH MY GOD how i just loove loove loove this lovers holiday. but seriously, its fake and lame holiday. i don't know who made it up, but they obviously weren't think about the lonely fools out there. i suppose its nice to express your love for one day in the most depressing month of the whole year.

my aunt and uncle came over with my cousin and his girlfriend and christine and aaron made dinner for them. it was actually really nice because katie and i went shopping and i spent about $200 on clothes (don't tell my financial advisor) so i was in a good mood when i got home. while they had dinner, kt and i painted our nails and we all had a lot of wine. after, we went to meet kris, ash and whita for din din @ match. whit was there first so the three of us sat at the bar and had martinis. that should have never happened. usually i have decent self control and can say no to a martini, and for some reason, i don't know if it was cupid or my pink leopard tights but i could not resist. i ordered the San Francisco shake up, for no other reason except that i'm moving there. then kristin and ash arrived and we sat. the only solid food i ate were mussels, soup and spinach. i continued with the SF shake ups, and that only lead to my demise. at dinner we were entertained by the drunkest girl alive sitting at the table behind us. at first, the dga couldn't keep her eyes open, that lead to being straight up passed out. she at there with her head melted into the table. the funny thing was that her friends just continued enjoying their dinner as if nothing was wrong, laughing and gossiping away. finally the dga got asked to leave, and apparently she felt she hadn't left her mark yet because she threw up a full plate of spaghetti on her way out. she then fell trying to get in a cab and got denied by at least three others. poor girl. she must have just gotten dumped by her boyfriend of 6 years. my heart goes out to you dga!


so after dinner we made our way to the bar, which wasn't particularly fun, but whatever. then katie and i found ourselves alone and not ready to go home so we met rob at another bar which was dead, but nice. all katie did was talk shit about my blog the whole time. you suck katie. then we went to the hilton, called a cab, actually got one, and came home. i made myself puke as soon as i walked through the door. had to. i would have hated my life sunday if i didn't. i liked my life yesterday. we passed out on the couch til 7am then we finally went to bed.

i saw hes just not that into you last night. i liked it. it was really true in a lot of ways, but i don't think boys should be aloud to see it. it made girls look totally nuts. whit and meag cried, if my heart wasn't frozen, i probably would have too. i felt it. it made me feel weird though, made me realize how totally cynical i am and it is for absolutely, or almost absolutely, for no reason.

so my life regarding work sucks now, my whole day revolves around going into work. i got up, made coffee, went to the gym and then to work. totally lame.

i just got home and i'm relaxing, watching tv with aaron and chris and this commercial comes on...its all in spanish, spanish dialouge, spanish writing, all to the little mermaid. thethree of us just sat there confused, until the end when it said something about keeping our oceans clean. ummm why is there a commercial on E! targeting spanish people who love oceans? weird. then on the soup they featured this youtube video which we are now watching repeatedly and dying laughing. and i don't usually laugh at youtube vids. so check it out and laugh your head off.

kittens, inspired by kittens.